in bed (and not in a good way)

my nose is running. throat is burning. hearing and ability to voice is temporarily out the window. my sister who looks up to my brother in an unbelievable way, now knows what he did and why everyone has been crying all week—and had to hear about it for the first time from gossip at school. (i [...]

A scary list

A friend and I were talking about changes and I realize how different I am from just 2-3 years ago:
-I was on my County Teen Republicans board
-I was very pro-war military (grew up on a military base)
-I was extremely hetero 
-I was in “Missionettes”, a girl scouts for fundie Christians
-I dated a guy with a Korean [...]

Yeah.

I don’t think you’re supposed to be able to feel a “rut” coming on, or succumb [give in] to it. You’re supposed to find yourself in one and go “Oh. This is what a rut is. Well… damn.”
I can’t believe this summer is over. I miss being able to wake up without my brother mooning me. I miss [...]